today i feel so little, so small and insignificant.
like if i were to blow away no one would even care.
i feel like no one likes me, no one wants me about.
like if they tried hard enough they wouldn’t see me here.
i feel so tired – so very, very tired.
tired all the way down to my littlest toe’s littlest hair.
i feel alone and small and tired and invisible.
i feel like today is just too long.
i feel like all of me is done with the rest.
i feel like my heart is crying big sobbing tears.
i feel like today my emotions are a little overwhelming.
like they aren’t quite sure what they are about.
i feel like i’m not me, not a whole me.
like someone else is sitting in my skin in my chair.